Happy new year I truly deserve to be a high fashion model :(
“I was the moon, wanting to show myself only when the world was black.”— Andrea O’Brien, from Mothers & Daughters: “Consecration,” c. April 2017
I’m lying here sleepless drenched In my own sadness about my life and family- or lack of it. Thinking about all my friends I’ve failed, online and off. Things are getting better yes but also I’m not sure? This year for the better lack of words were utter hell. I feel like half my soul has been taken away or something, non Mobile and stuck. I’m writing this venting hoping I can feel better. I hope
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I honestly believe that people who lost their childhood, teenage years to mental illness and/or trauma are so strong for still being here. Especially once you’re about 18-25 and trying to relearn how to be in society and healthy and human.
Especially when you decide to work towards getting better.
Especially when your life isn’t where you wished it would be.
Stay alive okay? If you lost your youth, I’m sorry and I’m so proud of you for still being here. Keep fighting. Your best years are ahead of you.
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the older i get the more it’s clear that being smart doesn’t get you very far if you’re not disciplined. there are tons of people who are brilliant but not disciplined. they have amazing ideas but cannot finish a project. they are creative and innovative but cannot execute a plan. i see how important it is to set deadlines and boundaries for myself an to be disciplined.
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When will this face make me money
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👶🏾👶🏾👶🏾Help a black mom and her toddler! 👶🏾👶🏾👶🏾
Hey everyone! My hours got cut unexpectedly at work and it’s put me in a bind. I didn’t have enough money this payday to pay for all of my bills, plus food and diapers. I have $64 to last me until I get paid next, which will be on the 28th.
And needless to say, I’m not really doing Christmas this year either with my 2 year old because I simply can’t afford it.
It would be such a great relief if anyone would be able to help out so I can pay for food and diapers so I can make it until I get paid next! Even $1 helps 😭😭😭
cash.me/$Chrisyvonne
PayPal.me/greatdiamondmoon7
I also put some pull ups on my baby wishlist if anyone feels more comfortable helping out that way!
Please help my friend Chris she’s the hardest working loving best mother I’ve ever known.
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I really have not wanted to do this but I feel like I have no recourse. It’s humiliating and embarrassing but I literally have been trying for like almost 6 months at this point with little to nothing to show for it. I was holding two jobs, one cut my hours down to like 10 a week and the other closed down in October. Since July I’ve been looking for other work and out of the two jobs I’ve found that have actually brought me in to interview — in this span of time — one ghosted me and the other was trying to do some shady shit that I wasn’t really down for, like withholding pay etc. On top of this I’ve totaled my car and haven’t been able to get a replacement. Anyways I know literally everyone is struggling. I am and have been trying to find anything for the past several months and I feel like until something comes through I need some help. If you can spare anything
I can also do natal chart readings they aren’t super professional as I’m not like a pro astrologer or anything but I’ve always had an interest in astrology and have my own interpretations, so if you want me to do that message me on the messenger (not inbox) and we can figure something out
Also can do dream interpretations, this is a little more in depth — message me on the messenger
Also have a Depop and will be updating it more today and the rest of this week:
@swdyw0
Venmo- @Naila-S-A
PayPal - nailasahmd@gmail
I really truly resent having to do this and I feel really embarrassed and guilty, no one wants to ask for money, it’s a really humiliating experience. Struggling to survive under capitalist empire because your worth is defined by your productive output is the horrific reality we have to contend with when we fall on hard times and it is hard to not get stuck in a self loathing depressive spiral. And when everything you try is met with some kind of failure it becomes absolutely exhausting.
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